• Pan0wski
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    254 months ago

    I met my internet best friend this summer and I think that’s how she felt about me.

    We had an okay time together but our friendship doesn’t feel the same anymore (in a bad way) and it’s 100% my fault because I was agressively insecure all the time. I was meeting someone from the internet for the very first time and it was also the very first time I left my country completely on my own.

    However, that trip and meetup changed me a lot for the better. I feel like I matured a lot after that.

    I hope she will forgive me and give me a second chance. I will also very much understand if she doesn’t.

      • Pan0wski
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        164 months ago

        No, I haven’t.

        I know that I should but I’m having a hard time getting myself to talk about it.

        • Rob T Firefly
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          134 months ago

          Easiest way out which will still be helpful: send her the link to that comment of yours.

        • @Nalivai@lemmy.world
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          84 months ago

          Is it possible that all of that is in your head and it’s just your insecurities talking? It’s actually super common to feel like your friends don’t like you because you were super awkward, when in reality it’s exclusively in your head. I’ve been on both sides of this situation multiple times, and 100% of the time it was absolutely a false feeling.